I'd like to report that I am doing better but the grieving process seems to have just begun in many ways.  Right after his death there was a lot of hustle and bustle going on trying to arrange the funeral, etc.  Now that things have settled down I am trying to deal with the reality that he is gone.  I don't like death and never have.  I need to focus on the trueness of the gospel and the fact that he is no longer suffering and I will see him again.  

I promise my next post will be more positive:)